MERCAT

Maybe it is destiny

Everything falls into place

Realizing how the sweet journey

Can really be a race

All uncertainties present

They may break us apart

Makes us afraid of the unknown

Ending what's about to start

Remember that you have to risk

Love is as mysterious as it is

It may leave you restlessly in love

Not a day less of bliss

Came most unexpectedly

And almost never have met

Tried to resist the inevitable

Holding to what we have yet

Love was inescapable

Even for us clueless souls

Eventually we gave in to love

New sprouts spring in fall

Waiting Shed

why do I want you?
why do I need you?
why do I wallow in misery..
when I don’t see you?

I am irritated..
after I’ve contemplated.
that I can’t be without you..
that I want you..

I don’t know how long
I can last like this
to not see you
and miss your smile and kiss

I am helpless
I am hopeless
I long for the time with you
that is endless

I am frustrated
of everything that’s happening
I just can’t wait for a brief moment
for the time being

why does it take
forever to see you?
when I only want to do..
is love you?

Apart

i should have gone away
those were the last of my days
unintentionally
unknowingly
unrehearsed
i was brought into you

you knew me back then
i was reckless and free
careless
happy
spirit
i go where my feet leads me

you were just somebody i knew
but somehow i was drawn to you
convincingly
helplessly
dreamily
i dove right where you wanted me

you learned to love my ways
i survived the challenging you
enduring
unrelenting
unprotesting
i won you over

but here we are now
we stand on a crossroads
instinctively?
unwantingly?
inevitably?
are we to grow apart?

shaken
broken
weakened
two drifters stay apart

lost
down
grounded
yet i am still here
still standing at your doorstep
trying to knock and call your name
telling myself it wouldn't rain

Aches and Breaks

You are the reason
Why my heart is aching
You are the reason
Why my heart is breaking

For every each day and night
Thinking about our song
I wonder what went wrong
I’m crushed here all alone

I tried to cry it out
But no tears would ever fall
I want to fight for love
But is it worth it at all

I am losing hope for us
I see no more future
Will we be together again?
Right now I’m not so sure

We had the greatest thing
Going for both of us
But we had to let it go
Yes, a great love it was

What kind of love
Will it have to take?
To mend a heart
That breaks and aches

The Dream

Love was made to be lost
And life to cease existence
I gambled my heart to that cost
Though not even making sense
You belong to someone else
I’m not right for you
You deserve someone better
Someone who deserves you
You are just a dream
And dreams aren’t meant to be true
I’ll be just here always
Always dreaming of you
Leaning on the window pane
Watching our star remain

the three once thoughts

I once thought that love is not only a feeling but a commitment to love that person you love
But now I thought that love can be consumed. Once you've consumed a person's love, you have to find another love to consume.
Once I was filled and overwhelmed with love just like a jar of water, all filled up.
I poured everything unto the cup and she drank it all up. Maybe that's why I'm all empty inside.
somebody please fill me up again. . .
I turned my back to the ones I love. My brothers, my friends, and even my family just for love.
I didn't ask the same from you. I just wanted your love. . .
Though I don't regret having given all my love.
But where am I now? Where will I go after giving me up?
I guess I can give love one more shot,
in some magic place and time. . .

Boys Be. . .

The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end…

There are many books in the library. Each has a wonderful story that will never happen in reality. But as you fall in love. . . reality becomes a wonderful story, better than any novel.

Nobody can stop the flow of time. But a moment captured in the frame of the heart. . . will never disappear. . . that will be shown at the bottom of their hearts and will always give off a great feeling. . . sweet and bitter.

Not many people know when love starts. . . More than a friend, but not quite lovers. A delicate friendship like this gradually changes. . . as time passes by. Just like the changing seasons. . .

In autumn, it is said that the reason why leaves fall from the branch is to allow new leaves to take their places. No matter how sad the fallen leaves look. . . there will always be new sprouts in spring. Perhaps emptiness of the heart is similar to that. . .

Day of Days

seems like this is the end
is this the price i had to pay?
what am i to look forward to?
do i have to go on my way?
i'm stuck in here alone
and i've nowhere to go
is this how i will live my life?
do i have to kneel and bow?
i am stripped of everything
all that is important is gone
the only thing that's left is myself
why am i the only one?
i don't know why it happened
why everything had to be this way
did i deserve to be punished
at the end of the day?
is this the end fit for a fiend?
am i gonna be stoned or be hard clay?
why everything had come to this?
when i really deserve my day of days

my fave things

my favourite are superheroes
but in your garden what grows?
I like to smell the teen spirit
when I hear pulling teeth
I love to be in a city of paradise
where people are alive and they arise
I love to watch yaiba, slamdunk, and leoric
larson, eugene, faryl, and hinterquick
I’ll always love songs and poems today and tomorrow
as I have loved beast, gambit, and wolverine’s claws
these are the things I have loved
these are the things that I only have

death of a stranger

sorry for the unanswered love
i'm somebody else's dream now
you can't make me come back
i'm already home now
you had me all those time
but time i won't regret
i know you'll be happy somehow
it is best to forget
don't remember my touch
stop the thoughts that linger
you can't really keep
a love yours no longer
the words that still remain
is all you will have
"i'd rather die,
than live without your love. . ."

Love is for the Sick and Twisted

Love is for the sick and twisted
Love is for the crazy, not to the young
Have you heard of the song crazy?
Yeah, there are many crazy songs

They say that love
Makes the world go round
But these sayings are all lies
They’re all buried in the ground

Do you know how it feels?
Have you ever been hurt?
It’s like being stabbed in the back
And hell more than giving birth

You can find love over here
And see love over there
But you can’t find true love today anymore
No sir, not anywhere

I think I’m getting sick
Is there any a cab?
I think I’m getting crazy
I think I’m in love

Must have been heaven sent
I was blinded by the light
Came a beauty unequaled
Healing my heart with the sight
Even though I was uncertain
Love knocked on my door
Let me enter your heart
Ever loving you forevermore
Making me happy
Ending my misery
Raging with beauty
Like the silent sea
In this heart, it will always be she
No greater love than what I have for thee

Flirty Girl

You’re a flirty girl
In a flirty world
You act just like
A low flying bird

C’mon girlie
Let’s go flirty
You’re a friend
That’s so friendly

When you see a hunk
You can’t shut your mouth
But when they start coming on you
You shut them out

You’re so beautiful
They think you’re heaven sent
But you give them the big kiss-off
When you flirt again

You’re a flirty girl
In a flirty world