Aches and Breaks

You are the reason
Why my heart is aching
You are the reason
Why my heart is breaking

For every each day and night
Thinking about our song
I wonder what went wrong
I’m crushed here all alone

I tried to cry it out
But no tears would ever fall
I want to fight for love
But is it worth it at all

I am losing hope for us
I see no more future
Will we be together again?
Right now I’m not so sure

We had the greatest thing
Going for both of us
But we had to let it go
Yes, a great love it was

What kind of love
Will it have to take?
To mend a heart
That breaks and aches

The Dream

Love was made to be lost
And life to cease existence
I gambled my heart to that cost
Though not even making sense
You belong to someone else
I’m not right for you
You deserve someone better
Someone who deserves you
You are just a dream
And dreams aren’t meant to be true
I’ll be just here always
Always dreaming of you
Leaning on the window pane
Watching our star remain

the three once thoughts

I once thought that love is not only a feeling but a commitment to love that person you love
But now I thought that love can be consumed. Once you've consumed a person's love, you have to find another love to consume.
Once I was filled and overwhelmed with love just like a jar of water, all filled up.
I poured everything unto the cup and she drank it all up. Maybe that's why I'm all empty inside.
somebody please fill me up again. . .
I turned my back to the ones I love. My brothers, my friends, and even my family just for love.
I didn't ask the same from you. I just wanted your love. . .
Though I don't regret having given all my love.
But where am I now? Where will I go after giving me up?
I guess I can give love one more shot,
in some magic place and time. . .

Boys Be. . .

The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end…

There are many books in the library. Each has a wonderful story that will never happen in reality. But as you fall in love. . . reality becomes a wonderful story, better than any novel.

Nobody can stop the flow of time. But a moment captured in the frame of the heart. . . will never disappear. . . that will be shown at the bottom of their hearts and will always give off a great feeling. . . sweet and bitter.

Not many people know when love starts. . . More than a friend, but not quite lovers. A delicate friendship like this gradually changes. . . as time passes by. Just like the changing seasons. . .

In autumn, it is said that the reason why leaves fall from the branch is to allow new leaves to take their places. No matter how sad the fallen leaves look. . . there will always be new sprouts in spring. Perhaps emptiness of the heart is similar to that. . .

Day of Days

seems like this is the end
is this the price i had to pay?
what am i to look forward to?
do i have to go on my way?
i'm stuck in here alone
and i've nowhere to go
is this how i will live my life?
do i have to kneel and bow?
i am stripped of everything
all that is important is gone
the only thing that's left is myself
why am i the only one?
i don't know why it happened
why everything had to be this way
did i deserve to be punished
at the end of the day?
is this the end fit for a fiend?
am i gonna be stoned or be hard clay?
why everything had come to this?
when i really deserve my day of days

my fave things

my favourite are superheroes
but in your garden what grows?
I like to smell the teen spirit
when I hear pulling teeth
I love to be in a city of paradise
where people are alive and they arise
I love to watch yaiba, slamdunk, and leoric
larson, eugene, faryl, and hinterquick
I’ll always love songs and poems today and tomorrow
as I have loved beast, gambit, and wolverine’s claws
these are the things I have loved
these are the things that I only have

death of a stranger

sorry for the unanswered love
i'm somebody else's dream now
you can't make me come back
i'm already home now
you had me all those time
but time i won't regret
i know you'll be happy somehow
it is best to forget
don't remember my touch
stop the thoughts that linger
you can't really keep
a love yours no longer
the words that still remain
is all you will have
"i'd rather die,
than live without your love. . ."