Waiting Shed

why do I want you?
why do I need you?
why do I wallow in misery..
when I don’t see you?

I am irritated..
after I’ve contemplated.
that I can’t be without you..
that I want you..

I don’t know how long
I can last like this
to not see you
and miss your smile and kiss

I am helpless
I am hopeless
I long for the time with you
that is endless

I am frustrated
of everything that’s happening
I just can’t wait for a brief moment
for the time being

why does it take
forever to see you?
when I only want to do..
is love you?